And currently I have nothing much to say. Everything's pretty screwed up for the moment, the period of time where things just start crumbling down and you're fighting to build your own shelter to keep yourself alive.

That's all.

So damn easy.


Sleeping really is my best remedy :) To get away from eveything I just sleep. Haha then at night I just watch FRIENDS and talk (or rather msg) I feel like eating hotcakes again.

Yesterday's match was sadly more uneducational than Tuesday's game. 157 - 0 to the other team I actually felt quite bad for them. But oh my I was so bored during the game. Rather have matches whereby we play our hearts out to stronger teams and lose rather than win by sucha huge margin.

Went to Cheekys after that. Mother lot of people but I loved our own crowd :D ReenaShuXianKimCel and the rest of the others. It was good fun but I got bored after that sorry people. Left and went to Macs to eat before going Nat's hse to grab our stuff and head home. Reached home at like 6plus had a hard time sleeping but when I slept I was a log. Haha.

Met up again on Wednesday. Wahlao everyone was late la I was technically the earliest. Haha but it was good ate at Cartel went crazy in the arcade slacked at B&J's for the longest time eating the ice cream and dim sum (HAHA) laughing at AVIS at so many things she said as usual and sadly a lil bit of me. This is usually the best part of the year YAY :)

NO ONE.

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure that it will only get better

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry cause everything's gona be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gona be alright

No one no one no one can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
There’s a no for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry cause everything’s gona be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gona be alright

No one no one no one can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try, try to divide something so real
So till the end of time I'm telling you there is no one

No one no one no one can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
You, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for

Oh oh oh oh oh


=))

Simple, starving to be safe.


Let's recap from yesterday :)

Met in town for dinner. My dear Sunshine pierced her brows! How cool is that :D So we settled for Pepper Lunch and it was good. But still hungry so went to buy more food. Then went to Cine to chill. Loved the company - ReenaShuXianCelNatKim. Though most of the time they were bullying (but thank gawd for gf HAHA) it was still lovely meeting up. How rare do you get these kinda turn ups.

Went to the dentist finally after eons again and my teeth hurts like PANGSAI. Can feel the strain and pain and what not. Jeesh I hate it. Then after me and Cel went to eat at this place. The classic moment that happened was when this guy who sat behind us FARTED damn loudly MAYBE and he thought nobody heard. The WORST is when the smell came in I really couldn't take it like I really walked away the people thought I was mad (don't say I am). Celeste was laughing and pulling my shirt asking me not to go hahaha it was quite funny. Then barely had appetite to eat after that. OHMYGOD.

Game in the evening against MI. Wasn't too bad just shocked at the turn out cos only had 4 of us. Haha first time our score reached above hundred so cool la. 108 - 7 its really a record. Then ate and hanged around for a lil while. Talked about all the funniest shit we could ever think of really damn funny la. Cel and Nat tgt really make me laugh like SIAO.

Quite scary to meet people that you're not really close to (your friend's relative) but it didnt turn out to be as freaky I thought it wld be. In fact I'm glad cos I got to find out more things on what I can't see! Haha.

I really need to like catch up with my movies already I'm lagging so badly behind.

I shall try to blog more often cos I like the new font on my new blog skin HAHA.



AND I shall leave everyone in suspense HAHAHA.

My memory plays the same old song.


Yay I changed my blogskin again :)

2nd week of school holidays already thats how fast. Havent touched my books yet though I planned to do it long long time ago. Haha but till now its been relatively fun :) Totally love the 'NO SCHOOL!' phase that comes and goes so quickly each year. BLEAH.

Anyway Fang's back! :D So early la you're only supposed to be back yesterday. Haha surprised us at club training and I was still in the 'I'm super late!' mood so her prescence didnt really shock me. Training got cancelled in the end so we went for dinner. Yay soon it'll be Gerry's turn! =)

Ac's finally starting training had our first unofficial one without coach around. It was good, the slackest training YET. Haha Junior League's starting soon, the time to exercise is coming soon! I'm so lucky to have all these because of my lack of self discipline. I'll be like how fat la.

Cheekys on Tuesday night, Friday at East Coast. Weekends were spent with my family, love it. At night I'm either having supper or using my phone, in the morning I'm asleep. Haha okay my study plans have gotta start soon. I've got to go Popular to restock my stationaries, dig for my notes, file them accordingly and start doing some work.

Soon everyone's gona go overseas and Cel will be leaving for Bangkok soon. Those who are going to Bangkok are lucky kids. I'm an unlucky kid this year )=

On a lighter note, most of the J2s have fininshed their A's so there's more gathering time again :)

And No One by Alicia Keys is fantabulous.




PDA's aren't cool.

Though I'm a lil' late but I just wna say I love 1SA7 '07! :D TO THE MAX. Seriously what a wonderful class to start and end the year! <333333

Grow up my little baby.


Yay I'm so glad my com's virus free now after the servicing, though its not functioning at top speed but its good enough for me =) Just that now the words are bigger and I think I need it to be bigger also haha.

Trainings, games and everything is starting to be part of my life again, the whole cycle that never seems to end. Haha but who's complaining, I'm kinda loving the fact that I'm still in Netball after the gruelling years. The feeling of losing never fails to keep me from learning and going on even with an injury (Ah Pao). So the holidays would be sleeping, studying, working and training! I have such a nice life waiting ahead of me.

Having roller coaster emotions these past few days. The cause of it comes from many reasons so its the whole rush of it I guess. Happy, extremely estatic, sad, angry, jealous, disappointed. That's a lot of feelings to deal with I realise.

Not gona reveal much here otherwise its not rated as personal AND its gona make me so dull and boring right? Haha I AM GOING TO BE A HAPPY PERSON. I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT :D

Sad things which I always find out at the wrong timing brings me to sudden confusion but the happy things makes me feel fortunate. Helps me to cover up for a while before I'm all back into this world again. Though my heart isn't easily moved by anyone but I sure don't regret my choice cos if not iwhly :)

R just msged me a few days ago and I'm really happy. Hehe.

Maybe thats the best thing.
=))

She said she adored me but she ignored me.


Omg my com's being sucha bitch I even have to restart it a few times juts to use the intenet. Then I typed finished my beautiful post and eveything disappeared. I think it's out to piss me off. Ugh stupid old com >:(

Ccaab was just over on Monday, and I must say though the camp was pretty tough it was enjoyable :) At least I had close friends to be with and ppl (actually only one) to look at HAHA. I miss seeing my friends first thing in the morning and seeing their ever-so-unglam faces and talking nonsense all day long I miss having all the small meet ups with Cel when we walk past each other I miss the water parade whereby everyone struggles to finish their 1.5 and mine's only 1 haha I miss talking crap with Michelle and our small gang of five I miss all the teasing we do always I miss throwing rocks at each other's helmets and laughing our ass off I miss laughing at other ppl I miss seeing my stupid idiot BUT I'm glad I'm home with my comfy bed and dont hear ppl snore and not rushing when I'm bathing and having a clean toilet to shit in and not squeezing my things into my bag and not applying insect repellent all over and always wearing shoes and I definitely don't miss the frogs sitting in the toilet bowl.

Haha but I really miss camp. The flying fox absailing tire game spider web THE wall mine case study land expedition night bird rock climbing tension rope challenge pole campfire final challenge. The lack of sleep made me a zombie but I still enjoyed myself nontheless :) The last day we only slept for only one and a half hours Michelle and I got a suite. Cool stuff. Haha. Formal dinner was good totally loved it the company the food the music :)

Then had club training the next day. Before that met Bfb and she said I looked uglier wahlao such nice comments right. Tsk I am so so unfit I couldnt take training for the first time I felt so unfit in my life. Then I came back home with a swollen ankle which looks like a PAO. Now I have to find a way to play my best on Sunday with a PAO ankle. Good job there.

Today was quite unproductive also. Ankle more like a DA PAO now. Met Bfb to change stud but she didn't again in the end. Ate talked then Cel came and we did pedicure! I realise I always do the same colour haha wanted to do manicure also but prolly only after Sunday. Then Cel cycled me to the bus stop damn scary la whle Bfb left for weights.

I think I'm getting sick of the nightlife. Supposed to go Attica but then not many of us can make it so I think its Friday. Used to love the night lights and the scenery. But sadly now I dont. Maybe I need a lil motivation.

Been thinking bout stuff that ppl tell me randomly or delibrately about certain issues.. Just realise that I always like to be on the safe side and not taking any risk always on the same spot not moving forward or backwards. Sometimes I hate myself so much for not taking when the chance is there and regret so badly when it's gone. I have to wait for two fwreaking months again and I hate to wait. Realised that my feelings can be so uncontrollable sometimes and I hate myself for that. One day its gona hit me hard, so hard.

Really amazing to see how one can fall so deep.


Sometimes when I think its my fault I still miss you.